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| Every day you still cross my mind
I think bout you all the time
Sitting at my desk thinkin bout why
You left me all alone high and dry
I consimplate bout the time we first met
Sitting on the porch in your white sweats
I was so scared
I didn't know what to say
God sent me an angel
She's my heaven sent
We got to talkin and built our relationship
Then went to shit cause ol boy had you spread and shit
I was so hurt and heart broken after that day we split
My mind was torn and couldn't stop bout the first day we met
Part 2 now this were it gets interesting
You finally opened up and realize we were ment to be
We had it good
Its called puppy love
Turned to something serious
Girl, We was in love
Started play fighting and getting real intamet
Then 1 strict you had to mess with him
Fucked up a good streak of excellence in the making
We had the relationship
Yeah girl we were making it
Puppy love was over
It was true love
Love at first sight, can't no body take that bitch
We broke up for 2 or 3 weeks
Got back together knowin its ment to be
Til the next time again. You fucked around and cheated on me
My best friend again, what that's not meant for me
It started again the greatness of the relationship
The down fall began when you were 17
Had our first baby
She is the most beautiful she could ever be
Looks like her mama
But she's a mini me
Hell raiser to be
But still our family to be | | |
| So life has gotten alot more complicated. Never have kids when your young or with dumb ignorant people. It will def not turn out well. Im having to go to court to either get custody or get joint custody of my daughter. my life sucks so much right now. and on top of that i will be going ot the doctore soon for my issue that i have going on. Custody is a hard thing to get especially when your not on the birth certificate. i wish i had a way to get things done faster. I dont wanna deal with all the court cost but if need be i will do it to make sure my child is taking care of properly. man any advice? | | |
| Can i say a motha fucking word? HOW CAN THIS BITCH TRY AND RUN ME! i mean seriously, i am the primary care taker of my child. i feed her bath her cloth her work for her pay for her.... so why do i not have any right to her? i wanna leave this house so i can make shit better for me yet i dont get to see my daughter if i do? are you kidding? how fucking stupid can this bitch get? and now that i wanna take her to court to get some kinda custody. she wants to throw the oh they will favor for me since im the mother... well i have as good amount of people who will favor in MY name sayin that yeah your a good mother but your never there. you always have to have some kinda dick in your pussy riding it. i mean seriously im sooooo madddd! this is fucking redonkulous. i mean can i get an amen. a child is suppose to make you wake up and realize fuck everything in the world. im doing this for me and my baby., but no all she wants to do is get drunk get fucked get pregnant. i hope to god she is pregnant. its bad to say but i hope to god she is. i hope to god she goes to jail ONE time. thats bad to wish that on someone but it made me realize. it made me open my eyes why wouldnt it help someone else? i mean she has no one to bail her out. she needs time to sit and think bout her life. she would break down like a little bitch. she wouldnt know what to do other than cry cry cry. she would be getting her ass whooped. shes just a little miss prissy. she needs a lesson taught to her. i want her to fuck up and see what happens. life is all gravy baby if you make it the best one ever. i mean fuck. im 21 and should be party every fucking day. no im throwin all that away to make sure my child has the best life in the world. she is my pride and joy and i swear no one can take that she can sit there and say oh fine you leave me and her with live with justin and justin will take your place. fuck you bitch! let someone take my place. see if i dont get shit straightened out REAL fucking quick. see if your ass isnt in court and everything get investigated with you where you live who you date what they do if they are able to support you. yeah bitch ive looked into it. you tell me i cant take my daughter ill have some kinda joint custody. my ass aint payin any kinda child support for your fucking ass. i pay for everything else you dont do shit. you dont work you just sit on a dick and spin. i hope you know where your heading. i cant wait til you get your daddys money and blow it all. ill still be rollin high and making money. just watch me. imma make it and your not. my daughter is gonna have all the finer things when it comes from you. you arent gonna get a mutha fucking thing bitch. watch me. your not gonna live off me like you were and no other mother fucker will either. i will fight for that. | | |
| i hate stupid ignorant people. hence who i am speaking to. if i have 50/50 custody with a mother who is dating a low life mother fucker who i dont want around my daughter cause of the drug dealing and alcohol concumption to minors in that house. she deserves to be where she is well taken care of. away from dumb asses. her mother wants to make it out to seem like shes a good mother. all she does is parade my daughter around like shes a doll. not to mention she is sick. i mean honestly who takes there kid out if three days ago your in a hospital and the baby is throwing up. has an ear infection and sometimes looks like a ghost? not to smart of someone. sometimes i wish i didnt have a kid with an immature brat. she gets everything she wants and i have no say so in what my child does. not to mention this bitch has saturday school in the morning and she expects this faggot to watch my kid for 4 hours? really? i swear to god i wannna murder him? people may think im over reacting but honestly i think any father would act the way i do. i swear i have the option right here right now to up and leave and never come back to this gay ass state. i dont wanna be with my baby mama. i dont wanna be around her. and to keep me from killing her dope headed boyfriend i would have to move away, god once i start working. once i gtet on my feet. im fucking gone. im done with her shit. she had it real good with me. she had everything made for her. stupid cunt doesnt know what she lost. someone who gave her everything and now its nothing. shes not getting a car from me. shes not getting shit. child support my ass. fuck that shit. i pay everything my kid needs. diapers, daycare, cloths are given to her. anything and everything. i havent bought wipes in a while. but once again. i dont know what the fuck im doing. blah. fuck my life you know. i get bitched out for taking my kid around 1 person... 1 FUCKING person. but when it comes to her. she can do what the fuck she wants. i get bitched out for every little motha fucking thing in my life, but when it comes to her mother. oh its cause shes dating him so thats not gonna happen. I DONT SLEEP ANYWHERE WITH HER. I DONT GO ANYWHERE WITH HER! I STAY THE FUCK HOME! COME ON NOW. can you not have to respect to do the same? uh no cause your a fucking cunt bastard who gets what you want. i swear sometimes i wanna shoot myself to make this all go away and no this isnt a suicidal threat. this is real life. i hate it. i hate baby mama baby daddy bullshit. i take more care for my child then anyone. i feed her in the morning. take her to daycare pick her up give her a bath. i mean seriously? her mother just shows her off. ive seen it my damn self. shes not ready for the responisiblity. and she wants to talk shit bout her mother. i would rather her mother have custody. but no cause she said her mom is a fucking drunk who doesnt give 2 fucks bout anyone else but her damn self. YOU NEED TO WAKE THE FUCK UP BITCH! SHE CARES MORE BOUT ABBY THEN YOUR FUCKING LIFE DEPENDED ON IT!. your mother gave up on you cause you have no respect. i wish you would fucking leave. take your worthless ass somewhere else and leave my daughter. i swear karma is a bitch. i want you to realize what goes around comes around. so your boyfriend wants to start shit. i will finish it. FUCK YOU YOU PIECE OF SHIT MOTHER FUCKER COCKING SUCKIN BASTARD! get you some bitch~ | | |
| So i found a place i can vent and not anyone find it. My life right now is..... one of those life's. if you didnt know i have a 7 month old daughter who i love deeply and care bout more than my own self. I dont know whether if thats selfish or not, but my issue right now.... I AM TIRED OF STUPID BOYFRIENDS WANTING TO FIGHT ME CAUSE I HAVE A FAMILY! yeah so what your dating my baby mama, shes stuck with me for the rest of her life. you call me a bitch but yet what do you have stupid ass? no job, living off friends, begging for money so you can get gas and cigarettes? thats retarded kiddy shit. havent even finished high school. 24 yrs old. no wonder your not in your OWN kids life. you cant make it in the real world and have to beg for shit. worthless piece of shit. i mean seriously. im at the hospital with my kid, havent said shit to your dumb ass and you wanna try and talk shit to me? come on really. you wanna put me 6ft under. quit talking shit and throw them bows that you dont have. ive seen your dumb ass fight. you cant throw bows worth a shit. you talk so much shit bout your better than me. thats why i can pay for my own shit. thats why i can live life and not worry bout myself cause i know i can take care of myself. honestly i think your dumb ass is jealous of me because i have everything you dont. GET A LIFE!!!!!!! BABY MAMAS! really? its there a point? when you have a child, your suppose to be happy family right? your suppose to be happy love life and share something you made? yeah well i cant do that right now cause obviously i wasnt worth the time to work things out. im sorry i gave you everything you wanted. you got your nails done. you had a place to live. didnt have to pay for shit and all you had to do was be an at home mother. all you had to do was work on school and if you got a job great. if you didnt. oh well. i made enough to take care of all 3 of us. WHAT WAS WRONG! why did you have to sleep with my BEST FRIEND! MY BEST FRIEND!!!!! really? what happened to weve been through hell and back and we were gonna make it thorugh this? what happened to we fell in love along time ago and were finally together. Im so sick of fake love. im sick of bullshit for friends! i wanna just leave and never come back but i cant. i have a daughter to tend to. no one else can. and another thing, you sit there and talk shit bout your mom. really? your moms a drunk and dont want our daughter in her custody? id rather her be with your mom then you right now! id rather you not have any custody until you got your shit together. you think shit if fine and dandy with everyone. that your miss god and you deserve the world. you deserve the world yes. but maybe if you didnt treat people like shit things would of worked out. i let you walk all over me. i let you steal money for me. fuck all my friends and still stayed with your ass cause i loved you. i wanted to make things work and right with you. in the bible. yes i said bible. now your gonna be like holy jesus hes going biblical. DO UNTO OTHERS AS YOU WOULD WANT THEM TO DO UNTO YOU! so meaning what goes around comes aorund. karma is a bitch. i hope one day it just turns around bites you REAL hard. real fucking hard cause you deserve everything you did to me. right back. fucking of the best friend. lie cheat and steal from you. its all gonna happen. just a matter of time. just wait bitch. youll see.... im done for the night. holla back | | |
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